My friends, if anyone is still reading this wee little blog, I know it has been a very long time. My apologies for that. It is time I have spent keeping my head down and getting back to work, finishing up some treatments, reaching some milestones, and slowly learning how to be back in my body. Put differently, it is time I've spent learning how to be a survivor. I am still processing and feeling things I have never felt before, both in the physical and emotional sense. Doing so during a global pandemic has been challenging. So much and so little has happened, and it feels like a day and a lifetime have elapsed since I last posted. The dualities I have felt since cancer only feel exacerbated by this pandemic, which has greatly distorted our sense of event-based time. To give you my general vibe as of late, it mostly involves weathering the NYC winter, with masks finally having the added benefit of keeping my nose warm, as I did today in our dear friend Amina's backyard: It...